Surat untuk Pak RT

It's been a year, huh? From that day, we starting know each other..

I'm thankful for knowing you in my live. You're such a favorite person i've ever met with a unique way.

I like the way we spent our late night conversation about anything. I like the way you tell me how your day went. I like sleep in your arms. I like woke up to your cheek kisses and your gemes hug like you wanna ate my whole body. I like lying on your lap when you read funny stories on your phone and then we laugh together. I like playing with your hair. I like wearing your cloth. I like did bubble bath together. I like listen you singging with attractive dance. I like the part you listening my worried about the unclear thing, and i really appreciate when you agree to discuss our problem--mostly mine--rather than avoid it or make it looks like not important thing. I like how you made me feel flusterred and embrassed when you compliments me, and vice versa.

I hate all of the day when you leave me on the airport, it's like time passed by too fast. I know, you should go back, i just miss you everytime. I hate it alot. The fact that you canceled your schedule to come here. (Pardon my childish side. Can you just pretend not reading this part?).
But i still love all we did this year together.

I'm sorry for making you cry that day. Bringing your pain back. I'm also sorry for making many dramas. Sorry for disturbing you with my silliness. Sorry for many calls and absurd chats. Sorry for stalking your social media all day and night.

After all, thank you for not tired with me, for the unconditional respect and caring. You give me hope, you provided comfort when i needed it the most. I just hope the thing will goes right then.

Love, the one who you called 'eh'.